Zephyr of thee

💔 The Day After My Final Goodbye 💔

Written by Ved

The day after I killed myself
I felt my life was never meant for

After all I went through
The life I had was not worth living for

The morning I killed myself
I prayed for some hope
Hoping something makes my life
worth living for

I took my time
But could never
Show my scars
Deep down inflicted

I had no lover

Days before I killed myself
I felt drowning under water

Life is precious they said
Though I never cared about mine

I was waiting for someone to call me
Tell me I am worth fighting for

I hoped I had a home at least
Some friends I had on my phone

The noon I killed myself
I went to buy a little bread
Gave myself a goodbye feast
With the little I had

I hoped somehow I got a reason
Some comfort at least in one of season

I hoped of being better with time
And lost everything I once called mine

I never realised when I loved
Drinking by myself being all alone

The dark nights felt right
When no one could see me walking in the rains
I never realised I had lost myself

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✨ A heart-touching poem by Ved — featured on ThePoetyfy ✨